That’s it everyone. I figured it out… all of my issues stem from my inability to handle boredom.
Right now, I’m bored. I want to play, and laugh, and talk freely, and be comfortable and vulnerable, and loved. I want to have fun and I want to live. .. with someone <3.
He is that bag of chip in the kitchen cabinet that I keep sticking my hands into, no matter how many times I’ve told myself no more.
I’m bored tonight.