Not Doing Anything

Sitting silently situated on a couch I am defiantly doing nothing now I use to ache for action and excitement But now I yearn for peace & enlightenment I hear your purpose is slow to come Purpose is purposely different for everyone The world would be bland if we were all the same Yet ironically…

How I Look

Facebook is such a humbling experience to be had – especially when you’re feeling mighty fine. I hate the way I look in pictures, to be frank. I don’t think I look good, at least on the recent pictures. When I see these ‘bad pictures’ I begin to understand why those I am very attracted…

Day 26 of January, in 2017

So Ju Jitsu has been a good experience so far. I’ve done two classes. The first class I was the only girl, the second class I got to practice with a couple girls. I enjoyed doing it with girls because I don’t think too much about anything other than what I’m doing. Although, the first…

23rd of January, Year 2017

I am more aware of my weaknesses in terms of work. To operate without stress, I need guidelines and processes in place. I can look at it differently. Perhaps my inability to operate without one can be a motivator for putting in place one. Everyone needs direction, it’s the reason I left 40Digits. I didn’t…

Tuesday, the 17th of 2017 – Anxious Thoughts

When I ask questions I feel I should already know the answers to, I hear my sister’s frustration in my ear. Her impatiently telling me to scoot aside so she can do it herself. Her irritation at my incompetence. It wasn’t right of her to treat me like that. I am smart and capable, I…