Feelin’ Right

I listened to Oprah for a big last night – the main thing I got was to really listen to your intuition and listen to how you feel about things. The way she spoke about news reporting not being right for her is how I feel about all my work thus far not being ‘right’…

Hello Again

I can’t remember the last time I’ve written on here… I’ve been cheating on you… I’ve found a little community on Reddit – the BingeEatingDisorder subreddit. There, I’ve been posting everyday and titling it “Challenging my Binge/Urge Day #__”. There I feel heard and seen, some have commented encouraging things, saying my points help them…

My Choice is to STOP

Last night I binge. Oh, I binged so good. I had half a bag of family sized ruffles, chicken, nuggets, fries, coke, food, food, and more food! I ate till I forgot about my stress of the day. And boy was I stressed. I have so much work to do and the music website has…

Update ~ Impulse Change

I was encouraged to cut off all ties with Billy after reading a couple of online articles: Community Support & Fantasy & It’s Effect The first article came from women who repeated one advice ~ cut off all ties. Some helpful things they said: “You still love him because you have allowed yourself to continue the relationship…

Day 2

I went to the gym this morning. Yesterday, I weighed myself to be 136.2. That’s the lightest I have been since I can remember. I’m not stopping though, there’s no reason to. To live a purposeful life, I must be the best version of me possible. The best version of me is a fit and…

Living With Purpose

I am going to start living my life with a purpose today. Last night I realize I had an emptiness in my heart that I really thought Billy could fill. But, I asked myself, if I never ever met Billy, would I still fill empty as I laid on my bedroom floor? I realize that…

137 lbs. . . My God

No wonder people are worried about me. I’ve dropped weight like switching bodysuits overnight. I don’t feel unhealthy at all. Right now I’m sick, possibly, my body’s immune system has gotten weak and I bought some AirBorn to fight it. But overall I feel healthy. Mentally I feel off because I’m changing as a person….

Mizzou’s Homecoming, Airplane Mode, & Annoyance

Annoyance I may be the common denominator in my annoyances with a few people..or perhaps it’s a side affect of growing into myself and I’m learning who I want to be around because they make me a better person. But, is that in itself the root of the issue? Should I be that critical of…

I’m going to be a writer

A romance writer. An…..average writer.. *tips hat to name of blog Vien Huynh – 4/27/2016, 4:03PM.