Oops I Did it Again

I binged last night. I’m now at 141.5. I normally don’t track this but I want to know to see the full effects of binging. I’ve settled on something, binging isn’t my problem. It’s my flare gun. It happens when I’m not feeling right and really need a pick me up. It comforts me and…

Heart Flood

It’s pumping, speeding, and chasing fantasies. I sent Dave an email… now I don’t know what to say next. Am I barking up a tree that I’m not ready for? Was I suppose to sit back and wait for someone to notice and approach me? Is that more lady like? I have no idea what…

Conversations of Heart & Mind

If you asked my heart what it wants to do in life, it will tell you it wants to live in creativity (music): Mind: But, heart, how can we plan to write music as a legit hobby if we don’t even finish our songs completely? Heart: We could finish our songs if you would get out of our way… Mind:…