Remember This…

I’m glad I kept messages so I know what happened and how I felt if I am ever forced to question my actions in the future, and my resolve to letting him go was also questioned. To be direct, if he ever tries to guilt me for breaking off communication… After he said no to…

Charlotte

Ok. Charlotte has made me feel like the guy in the relationship here. Perhaps I was insensitive to her needs to meet up. Here’s what happened: Yesterday, I suggested we did spin today since I turned down her request for it yesterday. It was an unusual day with Baby Lily’s arrival. I remember asking if…

Want to grab dinner?

Why? I don’t have any dinner plans. I don’t want to go grocery shop, nor do I feel like staying home. Why don’t you call your other girlfriends? I enjoy dinner with WHF more, is that bad? At least, that’s how I feel right now. I haven’t seen a few friends in a while so…

WHF: It was good catching up with you yesterday (8:27 am)

I’ve got a lot of work to do today so I must stay focused. Finish workload Clean car Pick Stephanie up from airport Lunch with both Stephanies Get money from bank and alcohol Begin ATM site Travel to Columbia One thing I must learn and practice – share knowledge. Sometimes I feel threatened when others…

What Time Were You Wanting To Meet?

I am suppose to meet up with WHF tonight. I know, baby steps right? This baby step is setting no expectation. My one single expectation was to have a good meal – but even that didn’t happen. I just had leftover chicken dumpling soup and expired pork. No one’s fault, a time was never set….

Heart Flood

It’s pumping, speeding, and chasing fantasies. I sent Dave an email… now I don’t know what to say next. Am I barking up a tree that I’m not ready for? Was I suppose to sit back and wait for someone to notice and approach me? Is that more lady like? I have no idea what…

Running around the city 4:37pm

And with that response, Billy I bid you farewell. That’s the last time I will reach out to you. I swear it on everything I love & own. After I texted him, I went on a run. I run to get away from waiting, yet ironically, he’s on my mind as I run. Running makes…

It might be tough at first, but I’d like to

“Hopefully we can hangout from time to time if you’re okay with it” I’m putting a lot of thought into my responses lately – is it silly of me to do so? I want to set myself up for either preparation for his radio silence, or a possible meet up with him. What will happen in…